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back from beach - stuff happenings.

Journal Entry: Sun Sep 9, 2007, 2:35 AM
  • Mood: Love
  • Reading: The God delusion
  • Playing: Zelda: minish cap
  • Eating: 'bible bread' crackers - no joke!
Well, been back from the beach for about a week now, we had a great time and it was just the thing Nadia and I needed.

...too bad the day we come home her parents stress her the hell out about getting finishing the packing/moving from the last house IN ONE DAY. Nadia's parents move more way too often for a sane family, and because of this her posessions of the last seven or so years are still in cardboard boxes. Eventually she stopped unpacking and just shifted her cardboard boxes from one house to the next. These people... well intending and otherwise good they may be, have this insanity about changing houses. So when we moved into this house, it was a rush job. We moved in first, and then a few months later they followed us, and subsequently most of Nadia's things (and a lot of everyone else's) remained in the last house. Which, to add to the insanity, is a five minute drive down the road :faint:

Anyhow, they finally decided they where going to finish moving (after about 8 months) and the day we come back from the nice, calm, relaxing beach, Nadia's stress-o-meter peaked as she stressed out over having to go back and revisit a house with a lot of mixed memories, and sort through a ton of stuff to pack. IN ONE DAY. I managed to calm her down somewhat before we went to sleep that night, reassuring her it was completely bonkers and that they where probably trying to 'trick' us into doing it nice and fast.

A week and a half later, we're finally going to finish packing/moving tomorrow after about four days work.

The insanity and stress aside (which has contributed to a medium flare up of her MS), it's actually been great for Nadia. As she goes through her old art and art supplies, she's getting her inspiration back, we're finding all her old cameras (she's taken the holga style to the digital age - with a collection of crappy digital cameras) and she's resubmitting art (new and old) to deviantart - AND! - getting back into the swing of the GD things (she never really stopped, but now she's getting public, with them articles you may have noticed: Resourceful! specials for Textures, Fonts, and Photoshop brushes.)

Some real Yin and Yang going on :nod:

Nadia and I are also making plans to complete her Resource gallery reconstruction dream, which she brought with her when she first became a GD. You've seen what she's capable of with the Tutorial gallery, now we're going to take it mass-market! She hasn't published the AR update in her journal yet, but she will in the morning when she wakes up to find my note with the draft list we came up with in her inbox :aww:





After returning from the beach I also had about five days where I was really motivated to work on the Creative Journal CSS guide/tutorial/behemoth.

I'm finding that when it comes to working on that darned thing, I'm quite like the binge drinker. I wont for a while, then I'll have too much, and then I'll not want to do it again for a while.

It's coming along rather nicely though. I've come to realise I'd being going about the section for total beginners all wrong, so I'll have to re-write that, but all is good.




Since the day we left for the beach I've been reading The God Delusion by Richard Dawkins because I wanted to see what the fuss was about ;p

I'm an atheist (on my own, long before this book), and reading this book has inspired me to put to words what I think about life, religion and humanity in general. I'd like to write a journal about it one day, but I feel compelled to say the following now.

I cannot fathom why we still have religion in this modern society. We don't need gods any more, we should be smarter than that! And you know what? We are smarter than that.

I know there are plenty of discussions to be found in the forums here on religion, but if somebody would like to have a discussion about it here, with me, I welcome the debate, and will genuinely admire anyone who steps up. I wont call you names, I wont think less of you for your 'faith' - only that perhaps you've been mislead. I don't hate you, I just wonder why you stopped believing in santa clause, but not the other make-believe (incidentally, ever noticed how a child will believe anything a parent tells them? doesn't that come in handy!)

journal cssThe base code for this journal was written by `thespook and can be found here - it's part of his Creative Journal CSS tutorial, and is free for anyone to use and modify.

 
...yes I'm talking about myself in third person, leave me alone!
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Pleased to see you back and happy to hear you guys had a great time....but saddened about the goings on with the moving,it is a pretty stressy thing to do for most healthy people and can understand it knocks the wind out of Nadia...I hope that you manage to settle in this new place soon and she can get all her bits and bobs out of the boxes and in order...
It is great to see her inspired and submitting again after so long..best medicine ever I say... ..Looking forward to seeing the the restructures...Many :hug: to you both :heart:

Oh I still believe in Santa and thats about it :D

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:iconkristarella:
Wow, big couple of weeks...
How I long to go on a holiday!
Great that you've both gotten the creative vibe back after some time away...

I completely disagree with you about intelligence and religion and our society. I don't think knowing how some things work (as we know more details about the workings of things than we did before, but not nearly everything) negates any reason for them working or the potential for them to have a creator.
I won't say more about that now, until I read the article you linked to and think about it a bit more. While I do that, you're welcome to explain why you think this modern age is different to the ages before it and why god has become obsolete.

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:iconthespook:
When artists lose their creativity, depression shadows us closely, so it is indeed great that Nadia's found her groove again :nod:

Now, onto the faith stuff - thanks for being willing to enter into a discussion, I hope you don't mind my long response, I couldn't avoid it. I hope to learn as much from you as I expect you'll learn about my thinking - so in no way should you take this as a personal attack, if at any point I say something you disagree with please respond with your thoughts, but don't take offence. I think many people have shied away from responding because they don't want their faith questioned too closely lest any holes be found, so you have my respect from the outset - regardless of the fact I equate your belief to a childhood myth.

The article I linked to is just statistics showing that, basically, the intellectual elite aren't religious. There's evidence also that shows the education levels of societies can influence their willingness to believe in made up things. Like there being WMDs in Irag for instance ;p

The reason I think the modern age is different is because in general, we are more educated. This means there are less gaps in our knowledge of the world to attribute to some imaginary force. Go back a few years, and we had no explanation for illnesses either - it was god's will that people got sick. Now of course, we know about germs and viruses. No more black death for us ;p

Look back even further and you'll find even more gaps, like the shape of the earth, or whether we were the centre of the universe. Back in those times the church was a strong force in holding back scientific progress - look at how Gallileo was treated by the church for his work in forwarding human knowledge. Actually, the fact is that the church is still doing that.

But you didn't say a thing about religion - you just mentioned creator. Now, whether you believe in a creator who planted the seed of life, or the creator who made man out of clay, and woman out of a rib... and blah blah - you still need to ask yourself a simple question. If things can't just exist, if they need an intelligent creator to design them, who created the creator? You can't tell me that things can't just exist without a creator, and then tell me god just exists. That's a bit silly now isn't it?

What I'm saying is that one cannot look at the gaps and proclaim AHA! GOD/CREATOR! because as scientific knowledge progresses, those gaps get smaller. And as the gaps get smaller, there's less of a reason to have a creator. I put emphasis on reason because when it comes down to it, there is no reason to believe in a supernatural being. There is no evidence. How far will that get in a court? How far will that get a police detective? Or a crime scene investigator? Without evidence you have nothing.

So why do we have religion then? To answer that I return to the point I made about santa clause. There's a good evolutionary reason why children can believe anything their parents tell them. Watch out for that tiger - or in modern times, look both ways before you walk. But then you get santa. My, what a marvellous invention he is. Be good and santa brings you toys. Be bad and he brings a lump of coal. Is it too much a stretch of the imagination to see how parents might find this a useful tool - and perhaps why it was started? All of us at some point in our childhood years are revealed the truth - that santa doesn't exist. It's about as easy to prove santa's existence as it is some god/creator - but they get different treatment. Would you believe in a creator if someone hadn't told you they existed when you where a child? If you take an educated adult off the street who had no knowledge of religion (no such person exists, but let me get to the point) and tell them that someone is up there watching him (or that some all powerful being had created everything) - how do you think he'd react to that? Is it too far a leap to think that perhaps he'd ask for some proof?

I'm not saying people brought up as atheists/agnostics can't become religious. What I'm saying is that children have a hard time knowing made up stories from reality - and early learning will soften them up. My nephew (nine years old) is crazy scared of zombies - he can't be in a dark room alone because he's scared the zombies will come from the shadows to eat him. How does he know that there isn't a santa or god looking over him to see if he's being bad or good? How can he tell the difference? Why should he believe in either?

On all fronts, there is no reason to believe in a god/creator - and there is no evidence. In my eyes, any thinking person should be able to realise that. Most people do, and put it down to faith. So be it, but that's no alternative to reason and evidence.

I'd go on (yeah... even after writing so much) but I'll keep it to what's relevant in replying to your comment - and I'm sure you've got enough to respond to yourself. If you could elaborate on your beliefs then we'd have further grounds of discussion, but I wont insist on it if you're uncomfortable with it.

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:iconkristarella:
Thanks for your reply and your preface about personal attacks, ditto and I think it's fair to assume that we probably won't sway each other from our viewpoints, but I think it's important to try to understand other people's perspectives.

I'll try to answer some of your questions in a comprehensive order. :)

On what I believe, I'll try to summarise. God created the universe, world and people. There was an order to the world - God ruled and people ruled the world under him. Then people decided to rule their own lives rather than letting God do so, which not only brought bad things (as punishment and as an accidental result because people are not perfect in their wisdom and make bad choices), but also separate people from relationship with God (I guess the idea of that ';personal God' the survey talks about), the ultimate consequence being death. Throughout history God revealed himself (mostly to the Israelites and the nations that they had dealings with). Then God revealed himself and his plans through Jesus. Since our destiny is death (because we're separated from the life-giver) Jesus (who obeyed God and was in relationship with him) died a death instead of us. That allows us to be in a relationship with God again. (The Bible talks a lot about this in terms of justice, which is a longer conversation again.) An important part of the whole 'story' is that Jesus rose from the dead and showed himself to hundreds of witnesses, taught them things, and went to heaven (thus the reassurance Christians have of life after death on earth).

Further info on me: I'm studying molecular biology at uni - so I don't think that Science and God/religion are incompatible concepts.

I didn't find the article you linked to particularly convincing - I wrote some reasons why here [link]

It's true that we know more details about the working of things. However, if we're so knowledgable, why is it that the nature of people doesn't seem to have changed at all? People (in general, I'm sure that not all individuals conform exactly to this description) still judge by looks, get drunk, think it's fine to drink enough to vomit (doesn't sound like much fun to me), seek money, gossip about others. It's encouraged to live for the moment and enjoy yourself, sex being a major part of that, but then when people fail to be monogomous they're a bad guy (or girl)... doesn't that conform to living for the moment and seeking pleasure. Doesn't it conform to our society's philosophy to "do whatever makes you happy"? What I'm saying with all this is that, while this is an information age (one that I love and am grateful to be living in) we don't actually seem to be getting any wiser.

I think it's risky to assume that belief in god = religion. I suspect that 90% of general Americans (the number in that article) aren't religious but believe there is a god, i.e. they have a vague inactive belief that he's out there. Not only that but there are many Christians now that think "the church" has done terrible things in the name of religion and wouldn't count themselves as part of that religion. Those things were contrary to the bible and the opposition seems to be based on tradition rather than real instruction from god. Examples would include persecution of Galileo. There has also been enormous persecution to those who have tried to reform "the church", get them to read the bible properly and stop being so self-seeking, but to help the poor, free slaves etc. It's not like persecution and ignorance has been religion versus everyone else , it has been a small powerful group against anyone who would oppose them. To assume that they represent all religious people (especially when the events we talk about happened 500 years ago or more) would be akin to assuming that all muslims are terrorists. In a way it's not only religious types that are resistant to change, everyone is uncomfortable with it to an extent - it just happens that 500 years ago the church was a the major power in Europe and their actions are easily noticed and well documented.

I have been taught some of the things I believe since I was young, so I couldn't possibly predict what my response to the idea of a creator would be if I hadn't have been taught them. However in terms of an educated adult who'd never heard about god being open to the idea that there was one - Romans 1:20 says "since the creation of the world God's invisible qualities—his eternal power and divine nature—have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made," so maybe they would believe it and maybe they wouldn't. The world is a pretty amazing place, it seems to me a shame to assume that it's completely random, no rhyme or reason. Perhaps they would ask for proof, but there are things that might count as proof. He's spoken through prophets of things that will happen and they've happened (not only recorded in the bible but the events are recorded in general history), also Jesus performed countless miracles. Maybe those things don't happen every day in this age, but if there is a powerful God, what authority do we have to ask him to prove himself any further? Despite that, God has revealed himself to certain individuals, there are many personal accounts if you're willing to read them without thinking that people are crazy or dreaming (even I have trouble with that sometimes and I do believe in God).

A fact of life is that we're still going to die. So the questions still remain, 'why do we exist' and 'is this all there is'? Spiritual questions don't only explain the things we see (like sickness), they try to explain the things that we long for - for there to be more.

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Yes, quite a bit more personal... lucky I don't have a face ;)

The relevance of the nature of people had nothing to do with proving there was a god and more to do with your claim that this is a different age where there's fewer gaps in knowledge that need to be explained by supernatural things. Not sure which bible you're reading there, mine says that Noah was a "righteous man, blameless among the people of his time", which would suggest to me that he treated other people well and they didn't have a gripe with him, and neither did God. I don't think the bible claims that people are perfect. As for getting drunk - sleeping is a sensible thing to do in that event and I think the story is demonstrating something about his sons, not him. A little context doesn't go astray.

"Have you read the bible at length?" I don't know if "at length" is the right phrasing, I've read it a lot. I haven't read all of it - I'd never read that bit about Job and his daughters and I find it interesting that you noticed that he offered his daughters up. I noticed that the town he lived in wanted to have sex with the men/angels staying at his house. What the heck? I'd have to read that more closely and with a bit of context.

From what you've said, I'm not sure that you know a great deal about scientific method. There's actually a great deal of faith in science. When you perform an experiment you have to trust that what you already know is true (and things have been changed before). You have to interpret what you see (according to what you already knew) and move on to the next question. Investigating the next question assumes that you got the previous one right. You have to trust that the commonly accepted interpretation is the correct one and there are often alternate hypotheses that other scientists have proposed.

"a book, which has been edited and translated so many times by so many different people that it cannot be considered the work of god anymore (if it ever could)" That's quite incorrect. It has been translated many times, and perhaps some translating and editing has led to unfortunate things (in the 1500s), however known manuscripts of the bible go back further than most historical documents (within 50 years of the life of Jesus) and when translations are made they go back to the closest they have to originals to make sure they get it right. Many "facts" of history that people don't even think the question, for example events in the life of Julius Caesar, only have evidence about 200 years (or more) after his life - not even two lifetimes. If the distributions of the gospels and letters about Jesus had been lying it would have been known because people who'd heard him speak were still alive.

"Religion causes people to picket abortion clinics and murder doctors. Vote for bad presidents. Lobby against stem-cell research. Keep sick and dying people alive until god chooses to take them. Stone women to death for being the victims of rape." No, extremism causes those things. Everybody who is religious isn't the same as someone who would murder or fly into buildings. I think people that have done those things give me and other believers a bad name. They haven't entirely missed the point, but they've missed the balance. As well as rejecting sin the bible calls for "love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control" (Gal 5). Obviously they missed some of those. People aren't perfect.

"You say that you can't think out a simple thought experiment because of your upbringing." Not fair at all. I said I couldn't "predict" what I would think, which is true. No one can truly step out of who they are and what they've learnt because they would be a different person and it's useless to hypothesise about such things. Many of my successful scientific lecturers would agree that hypothesising about the past can't come up with definite answers because we weren't there. While they assume evolution works out and say that a protein from two species "probably" evolved from the same place, they don't say it's definite. That's why I wouldn't bother hypothesising what someone (even myself) would think. Thought processes are complex enough without introducing fantasy.

"Isn't it better to do something on your own than because you fear punishment?" I don't think I've ever done anything out of fear of punishment. "Hell" is not a place you get sent to for being naughty. It comes back to the summary I said of what I believe - we want to rule our own lives, which is exemplified in your question "on your own". When we do that it separates us from having a relationship with god and as the life-giver and creator, separation will eventually mean being separated from life and the good things of creation. I doubt it will be the classical fiery pits and pineapples up bottoms. Obviously that's all irrelevant to you because if you deny the first point, God created the earth, nothing else from there could possibly make sense.
"But how can it be so that a loving god decided the best way to dispatch those naughty sinners was to sweep such a large stroke that it would end the lives of so many innocents?" It's a question that many people ask "how can a loving god..." It's a bigger discussion. I would never claim that a disaster happened because of someone's sin...
I read someone's account of their experience as a believer in a church. They got an infection on their hand (some kind of rash or something). He tried praying for it to go away, people told him he mustn't be praying faithfully enough or he must be committing a sin that's preventing his prayer from being heard. What a load of crap! He should have gone to the pharmacy and gotten some hydroquartisone cream.
A bit of a digression, but I just mean it's not the way god works and maybe those people were trying to do the right thing by telling him that, but they damaged him and people are just not perfect.

"And on being wise - how does one get wise reading the same book over and over?" Again, if you don't believe god created the world, it can't make sense. Obviously I do think god created the world and that he is wiser than us. As his word, the bible is where we find wisdom.

I think if you want scientific answers you go to science, if you want questions about god, you go to where god has revealed himself. You've said nothing that convinces me that they're incompatible because they're different. Science isn't the be-all-and-end-all. Sit through one of my cell biology lectures and count the number of times they say "we don't know how that happens, but it seems to". I don't know how god works, but he seems to.

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This response has become a bit more personal, since I've been responding directly to some of the things you've said - but please understand I still harbour no hostility towards you, no matter the language I've used. Imagine me responding to a faceless 'believer' if you will :) Apologies also for it's length :faint:

Science and religion are incompatible subjects insofar as science is about what we can observe and prove - and religion is made up stuff. Science and god are incompatible because if something cannot be proven to exist, if something cannot be observed (directly or indirectly) ... it doesn't exist. It's no help when there's all these rules about god and such that make it so that even if we devised a test, there'd be some way for him to still explain his way out of it. For instance if we where to run a study into the effectiveness of prayer, that could be explained away by god knowing we where trying to trick him. Funny that when a group of researched did just that (on three groups recovering from heart surgery), they found when people knew they where being prayed for they got worse - those that weren't being prayed for, and those being prayed for on the other hand, showed no difference.

Science is not a belief system. It is reality - there is no faith in science. If you believe in god, you believe in something that cannot be proven to exist - it makes about as much sense as my believing in a orbiting teapot. In other words, the fact that it cannot be proven false, because your beliefs place it outside the realm of reality, does not make it true - otherwise the world would be a very odd place indeed. Therefore you must accept that it holds as much ground as any of the other religions (present and past) or myths and fairytales. The fact you where brought up being taught these stories, makes it hard for you to see it this way, it causes you to place your beliefs on a pedestal compared to rational thought. Atheists are often accused of lacking an open mind, but I must point out that we are most open minded of all - we just refuse to 'believe' in things. For you, this is the foundation of your thinking - being able to have faith and believe in something for no reason at all other than what's been told. It's no use quoting scripture - that was all written by people, and there is plenty of written history for other religions - so which one is it?

The only physical evidence (if you could call it that) is a book, which has been edited and translated so many times by so many different people that it cannot be considered the work of god anymore (if it ever could), but rather the work of many faceless people with all sorts of agendas - who chose which scriptures they wanted to include. I was cautious not to go into a critique of the bible in my last comment because I wasn't sure if you leaned that way or if you where more of a believer in the mystical 'creator' god that created us and went on his way and left us alone. Belief in a biblical god though, that makes things more interesting. Have you read the bible at length? I haven't myself, but I have read many excerpts, and it strikes me as a bizarre book to base one's life off. It's hardly the basis for morality that people say it is.

I don't assume that belief in god = religion, as I've shown already, I can seperate the two. But as soon as you wonder into genesis territory, and the son of god, that's religion. At best, I'd say those who have an 'inactive belief that he's out there' are agnostic, and haven't been given the chance to think otherwise.

My example with Galileo was just an extreme example - religion can get on fine in that sense without the establishment. Religion causes people to picket abortion clinics and murder doctors. Vote for bad presidents. Lobby against stem-cell research. Keep sick and dying people alive until god chooses to take them. Stone women to death for being the victims of rape. etc etc etc. Yes, people can be bad with or without religion - but the important point is that people can be good without religion too - and when they're good without religion, they're doing it without the fear of going to hell or bait of going to heaven. Hence there not being a need for religion - it makes no difference, we aren't peasants that need fairytales about right and wrong.

You yourself illustrate my point about children being taught to believe in santa and god. You say that you can't think out a simple thought experiment because of your upbringing. I'd say that's a negative aspect of religion right there. I was saddened that you quoted the bible next - you played out the thought experiment by quoting the myth in question.... using the myth to support the myth. I didn't intend for it to be a trap, but apparently it was :(

The world is an amazing place, and actually, not a lot of it is random chance - it would be ignorant to state it as such. In my eyes, it's sadder to think some 'god' created it, than to marvel at the observable workings of the natural world. There's beauty in nature, and god is not needed to witnesses or appreciate it. Seen those fractal broccoli? I mean, how is there more rhyme and reason to god creating us? Nothing in the bible satisfies me - it doesn't answer the why-are-we-here question. We're here because some superpowerful supernatural being decided to create everything, including the universe (which by pure probability has life on other planets) and our home planet, plonk us on it and then give us a choice to be good and go to heaven, or bad and go to hell? How does that answer anything? Why did god do that? I mean, if we can't find the point of living in this life, what's the point in living the afterlife? Doesn't make an ounce of sense or reason. And don't go quoting the bible - that's cheating! :lol:

Yes, we're going to die. That's what happens to all organisms. Happens to bacteria, plants and animals... all living things. Does a plant question it's purpose in this world? How about an animal? The reason we exist is the same as any other animal. To say it's a test to see if we can live eternally in heaven is not very satisfying... what's the purpose of us living eternally in heaven? The why-do-we-exist question remains unanswered. I don't think we exist for a purpose defined by some superior being. The purpose is our own to make, the reason to live is life itself. That to me is more beautiful. I find more comfort in living this life as a good person because I want to, than living a life of confusion and imposed morals and thoughts thanks to religion. Isn't it better to do something on your own than because you fear punishment?

I don't understand the relevance of you point about the nature of people. If I may quote the bible this time, of Noah: Genesis 9:21-9:22 "And he drank of the wine, and was drunken; and he was uncovered within his tent. And Ham, the father of Canaan, saw the nakedness of his father, and told his two brethren without." Not so bad, I'll admit - if it wasn't for Genesis 6:9 - "These are the generations of Noah: Noah was a just man and perfect in his generations, and Noah walked with God." All the other bad behaiviour you mentioned I could no doubt find some place in bible. Oh - how about Lot, described as just and righteous in Peter 2, but in Genesis 19:8 is found offering his virgin daughters to the mob to be raped. I'll admit though, that those are cheap snipes, and I'm guilty of 'cheating' myself - but you're the one who believes this stuff. The fact remains however, that the behaviour you described will happen regardless of whether people are religious or not, and again, it doesn't make religion, god, whatever, any more real. Same with people that claim god has visited them. I'm sure you'll find lots of people who think they're Napoleon too ;p

And on being wise - how does one get wise reading the same book over and over? Wouldn't that lead to an inbreeding of thoughts? How does one get wise pondering made up stories? I see that as no better than a trekkie!

I was brought up as a somewhat Greek Orthodox that went to Sunday school. I say somewhat because my family was never very overbearing about it, and my dad was an atheist (though I didn't realise this until I was beginning to question things myself), and had a scientist uncle who made it a point to leave me alone in regards to religion but fostered the development of my thinking and thirst for knowledge and understanding (again, once I started turning atheist I discovered he was an atheist). Having had both perspectives, lived as a believer, I really have to say that my life led as a Humanist is much better and fuller without religion.

Another reason why I think education, or intelligence, and 'modern times' negates the need for, and shows the flaws in religion is the religious response to such things as natural disasters - like Katrina or the Boxing Day Tsunami of '04. How does one adequately rationalise that? Many people blamed it on the sins of themselves and the people. But how can it be so that a loving god decided the best way to dispatch those naughty sinners was to sweep such a large stroke that it would end the lives of so many innocents?
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My family moves a lot some times, but not as much as hers! :noes: That would really stink to move around that much.

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It's not much for a debate, I just liked your comment about Santa so I've gotta say that I stopped believing in Santa and I stopped believing in the Christian God. I was raised Christian (although neither one of my parents are religious, parents put their kids on weird places when they're too busy to babysit).

The year I turned 15 I was having a minor war with a girl I had disliked since I was 7. I completely snapped, and whenever she tried to talk to me I would do a very live /ignore on her, and I did it well. So well that she suffered, she was crying and since we were in school she told the teachers and the minor war grew bigger. Meanwhile I was feeling like teddybear on the highway out of the Christian guilt because I made another human suffer - and it got even worse when I realised I enjoyed seeing that b*tch in pain.

So when I realised I wasn't as good as Jesus and never would be, I had all kinds of forbidden thoughts. I noticed that God did a whole lot of mean things in the Bible despite being said to be a loving God, and people were very mean about that Devil who only really wanted people to do things they enjoy, do things that made them happy. So what if.. What if God really is the bad guy and the Devil can't turn the minds of million of believers? Poor Devil :slow:

And since I couldn't decide who's the good and who's the bad guy and since I don't really like much in the Bible besides the common sense stuff (thou shalt not kill, etc), I just quit. Haven't been to church in 6 years.

I still like looking at churches as many of them are beautiful buildings. And cemeteries are usually beautiful gardens as well. But that God of theirs? Meh, he's a pure jerk. Making women suffer for thousands of years, and gays, and a whole lot of other people too.

..'tis my two cents about it.

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Aside from the details that make it your personal story - your path to abandoning organised religion is not unlike my own. I questioned it, it didn't make sense, and I abandoned it - but for some time I still thought there was someone up there perhaps.

Eventually my thoughts matured and I'd now consider myself an atheist Humanist.

...and I share your opinion of the church buildings - beauty can be found in the most unlikely place ;p
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My friend is having an MS flare too at the moment, and me, my sisters and my aunt are all in the middle of fibromyalgia flares - it must be the season :shakefist:

Many hugs to Nadia, and you deserve a big kiss for being so supportive Nick :hug:

(Also, loving the changes :#1:

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